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dean and i made a pact to be faithful. most couples take that for granted, that just because someone is your boyfriend, that means that they'll be true to you. and then they get hurt when their boyfriend cheats. dean and i have such an open line of communication and such a level of trust and respect. in our faithfulness pact, we set up the consequences for cheating. but honestly, neither of us has a reason to creep. if either of us wanted to be with other people, i really think we would just tell each other. the benefits of good communication haha.
i am constantly amazed by dean. my respect for him as a man grows every day. i can tell he really loves me, really trusts me, is really interested in what i think and feel. nothing i say ever sounds stupid to him. no feeling is ever dismissed. he wants to know where i stand on everything from religion to breakfast foods. he makes me realize that i can do whatever i want to do in life, that there's no question that i can be successful. he doesn't play games with me, and he can always stop me from playing games with myself. he is a true man with the heart of a little boy. he's not afraid of affection (he likes to cuddle!!). he also doesn't avoid confrontation. he doesn't let me stew about things that make me angry. he tells me every day that i am beautiful. this is love.
i understand now where my past loves went wrong. i've learned so much in the past year or so that i'm a completely different person. i'm a happy person now. i found hope. really, there's nothing more i could ask for.
i am constantly amazed by dean. my respect for him as a man grows every day. i can tell he really loves me, really trusts me, is really interested in what i think and feel. nothing i say ever sounds stupid to him. no feeling is ever dismissed. he wants to know where i stand on everything from religion to breakfast foods. he makes me realize that i can do whatever i want to do in life, that there's no question that i can be successful. he doesn't play games with me, and he can always stop me from playing games with myself. he is a true man with the heart of a little boy. he's not afraid of affection (he likes to cuddle!!). he also doesn't avoid confrontation. he doesn't let me stew about things that make me angry. he tells me every day that i am beautiful. this is love.
i understand now where my past loves went wrong. i've learned so much in the past year or so that i'm a completely different person. i'm a happy person now. i found hope. really, there's nothing more i could ask for.