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i'm in a fucking glorious mood i dont even know why... i was miserable going into work, but you know what, i had fun and i made more money than everybody else. haha awesome
you know, so many times i question my choices and positions in life, but on the drive home from dropping ali off tonight, i was thinking of how shitty it would be if i got into a terrible car accident or something terrible like that, and just lost everything that meant anything to me. thinking about it really upset, and i was just so glad that things werent like that.. i take so much for granted and i dont even realize it. i just felt alotta gratitude for the things i have and how lucky i end up alot..even when i'm unlucky. EVERYONE IN THE CAR W/ ME THREE WEEKS AGO KNOOOWWSSS HAHAH... but seriously,i dont think people feel enough gratitude for what they have in life..... things can always be worse and nobody realizes that. no matter how shitty i think things get, and they get SHITTY, it really could always be worse. and im happy in the choices i make and the things i do. i see alotta people throw themselves around doing things they think will benefit them or get them ahead, and they get their instant grat, but in the end they dont have SHIT. and i do. so fuck that!
tomorrow morning i have to stop avoiding digging out my car from all the snow... i really just want to keep not driving to avoid that two feet thats baracading my car in but im taking kate to school tomorrow so i gotta fish it out sometime...damn
i wish it werent already 1030 i have so much stuff to do and really not enough time, i didnt work out today which sucks cause now i feel like a slug but i already took my shower, and so ...yeah i dont wanna sweat really
i just got off the phone w/ christian so now i gotta catch up on stuff i couldnt do whilst holding a phone. i just made my jean jacket sweet...pictures soon
tomorrow, i kickbox and do my hair. ssayyyy werrrdddd
the past few weeks in which i didnt update:
CHRISTIANS HOUSE PARTY
SHOWS AT BIG ED'S
THATS ABOUT IT.
you know, so many times i question my choices and positions in life, but on the drive home from dropping ali off tonight, i was thinking of how shitty it would be if i got into a terrible car accident or something terrible like that, and just lost everything that meant anything to me. thinking about it really upset, and i was just so glad that things werent like that.. i take so much for granted and i dont even realize it. i just felt alotta gratitude for the things i have and how lucky i end up alot..even when i'm unlucky. EVERYONE IN THE CAR W/ ME THREE WEEKS AGO KNOOOWWSSS HAHAH... but seriously,i dont think people feel enough gratitude for what they have in life..... things can always be worse and nobody realizes that. no matter how shitty i think things get, and they get SHITTY, it really could always be worse. and im happy in the choices i make and the things i do. i see alotta people throw themselves around doing things they think will benefit them or get them ahead, and they get their instant grat, but in the end they dont have SHIT. and i do. so fuck that!
tomorrow morning i have to stop avoiding digging out my car from all the snow... i really just want to keep not driving to avoid that two feet thats baracading my car in but im taking kate to school tomorrow so i gotta fish it out sometime...damn
i wish it werent already 1030 i have so much stuff to do and really not enough time, i didnt work out today which sucks cause now i feel like a slug but i already took my shower, and so ...yeah i dont wanna sweat really
i just got off the phone w/ christian so now i gotta catch up on stuff i couldnt do whilst holding a phone. i just made my jean jacket sweet...pictures soon
tomorrow, i kickbox and do my hair. ssayyyy werrrdddd
the past few weeks in which i didnt update:
CHRISTIANS HOUSE PARTY
SHOWS AT BIG ED'S
THATS ABOUT IT.