snow, sailing, and a boy
it snowed today, it made me think of Nick. I found it odd that I did, because I haven't thought much
of him since we last spoke before vacation. I guess its weird, the way things are. How it fell apart
and both of us are trying to fix it...but won't ask for help.
i also thought of sailing, which is really odd...I mean-who thinks of sailing when it snows? Me.
Work this summer should be fun, Gina might come work at CSC!! However I'll be competing with
a cute blonde who likes Reel Big Fish and can tack on a dime for Nick...ugh.
I can't wait, I miss being in a boat. :C I'm really at my best when I'm sailing. So since Nick and I
will be sailing/working together this summer...maybe things will be ok. Maybe he won't think that
blonde is cuter, funnier, better than me...i hate insecurities.
Hoping it won't come to that...i do love him.
of him since we last spoke before vacation. I guess its weird, the way things are. How it fell apart
and both of us are trying to fix it...but won't ask for help.
i also thought of sailing, which is really odd...I mean-who thinks of sailing when it snows? Me.
Work this summer should be fun, Gina might come work at CSC!! However I'll be competing with
a cute blonde who likes Reel Big Fish and can tack on a dime for Nick...ugh.
I can't wait, I miss being in a boat. :C I'm really at my best when I'm sailing. So since Nick and I
will be sailing/working together this summer...maybe things will be ok. Maybe he won't think that
blonde is cuter, funnier, better than me...i hate insecurities.
Hoping it won't come to that...i do love him.