+lame.lame.lame+
.I def. have trust issues.
.And I have very few people I can go to.
.Seems like I have less now.
.Doesn't matter I guess.
.There are only sooo many people you can count on.
.The others just end up fucking you over behind your back.
.I'm one of those friends you don't care about.
.The one you go to when YOU have problems.
.Because you know most likely I'd be there.
.The friends that I don't see very much, that still call and try to hang out, those are friends and I love them very much and am sorry that I'm not around more often.
.The friends that hang out with me for a couple of days/weeks then decide that its time to change and suck the friendship out of someone else. That is lame. Or there is the "I rather hang with your ex than you"! Those are the best I must say.
.It just comes down to this. I hate being walked all over whenever someone needs anything from me.
.I'd do anything for a friend, a close friend or just someone I see only a few times around frederick.
.Its just sucks to have this feeling like nobody cares about you when you need them.
.And the only person that I know cares about me and who I trust more than anyone is Kirk.
.And you know when I think about it... thats enough for me.
.And I have very few people I can go to.
.Seems like I have less now.
.Doesn't matter I guess.
.There are only sooo many people you can count on.
.The others just end up fucking you over behind your back.
.I'm one of those friends you don't care about.
.The one you go to when YOU have problems.
.Because you know most likely I'd be there.
.The friends that I don't see very much, that still call and try to hang out, those are friends and I love them very much and am sorry that I'm not around more often.
.The friends that hang out with me for a couple of days/weeks then decide that its time to change and suck the friendship out of someone else. That is lame. Or there is the "I rather hang with your ex than you"! Those are the best I must say.
.It just comes down to this. I hate being walked all over whenever someone needs anything from me.
.I'd do anything for a friend, a close friend or just someone I see only a few times around frederick.
.Its just sucks to have this feeling like nobody cares about you when you need them.
.And the only person that I know cares about me and who I trust more than anyone is Kirk.
.And you know when I think about it... thats enough for me.