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meh...
not updated in a while...nothin to say really... the last week..has been rather shite to tell you the truth...i really want to explain...but i just cant..it hurts too much..my brain is constantly in over-drive..i just cant concentrate.. =(
and when people tell you it will get easier.. they fuckin dont know the half of it..its been a week n i still cant stop myself sinking into this world of bad stuff...and him... i keep wondering if i could..i would take ***** back...i really would..its just the way i feel... to see him would even be reall nice...=(
does he think of me?...fuk this im through..
ohh happy birthday eleanor =)
not updated in a while...nothin to say really... the last week..has been rather shite to tell you the truth...i really want to explain...but i just cant..it hurts too much..my brain is constantly in over-drive..i just cant concentrate.. =(
and when people tell you it will get easier.. they fuckin dont know the half of it..its been a week n i still cant stop myself sinking into this world of bad stuff...and him... i keep wondering if i could..i would take ***** back...i really would..its just the way i feel... to see him would even be reall nice...=(
does he think of me?...fuk this im through..
ohh happy birthday eleanor =)