flat rock

[dropdeaddarling]

sometimes you're a tourist with a camera
stealing souls for scrapbooks
sometimes you've got a life back home
sometimes you're really alone, you're really alone
sometimes you're really alone
sometimes you're really alone, you're really alone
sometimes you're really alone

tired of not being able to rely on people when they commit to things.
tired of never feeling like im home.
missing my parents.
making the right choice,
but i can't help and feel more alone than ever.

something got lost about 18 months ago,
and i dont know if ill ever find it.
im looking, but no one's helping a whole lot,
and i dont know if anyone can.

i wish i could have grown up with my brothers
instead of being 7-9 years behind them

i pretty much feel like i missed out on what my family was.