excuse me. but you're in my way.

Aug 29, 2005 20:52

so i started school today, and what a way to start off my school year by being irritated the whole day. i'm not used to being in "school mode" where work is actually required, i don't know what i'm doing. & about the whole "being irritated deal" i really don't know whats wrong with me sometimes? i probably have some kind of personality disorder but i don't really know about it yet. my teacher's=whatever. except for lindsay, i know i'm going to hate him. classmates=chhyeah.. honestly why do i always get stuck with the flippin morons that have a.d.d or are assholes and think they're too smart to be in your class because they think they're smarter than you, fuck you bitches because i don't see you guys in honors classes so get over it.fuck. it's times like these where i wish i had a car and my liscense already so i can just go somewhere by myself, i don't know where, anywhere that i can be alone. if this were me like 4 or 5 months ago, i would just drink and fall asleep somewhere. but fortunately, i'm not as much of a dumbass and i was back then. i know better now. thanks. oh & those who are reading please don't confuse me with like a depressed/suicidal individual whose like diagnosed with borderline personality, yeah, i just don't think "hurting" myself would really do the trick. mm hmm, i know better. well i just needed to get all my feelings down in one place-livejournal. hah. for myself. thanks for listening. and don't worry i'm as dandy as candy.
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