Mar 24, 2007 17:48
This is how were learning things now. My dad went and saw the chemotheapist a couple days ago. He asked the doctor how long he had to live, and the doctor told him 2 to 3 years. My dad told us cuz he wanted us to know, not find out after something happened to him. He also said he plans to beat this and still be around to dance with my niece at her wedding. My Mom asked me if was ok and how i felt about it, and even though i know, its like i dont believe it. Denial i guess you would call it. Think of it this way as a kid your dad seems immortal almost, nothing could ever happen to him, and in a way even though im 23 its still seems true.
I just found out an hour ago Jaime and Maria are flying in tonight. I'm excited to see them even though its not a good reason there coming, but im happy to see them none the less. I wish i had known sooner, as of right now there be here till Thursday and I only have monday off from work. I was thinking of calling and seeing if there was a way i could get Sunday off. But I'm not expecting anything good, especially after the reaction the GM gave me when i first called out cuz my dad was in the hospital. She said "Your gonna have a doctors note right?" You know like im a some highschool kid whos calling out to go out or something. Right, i cant afford to do stuff like that anymore, ive got bills now.