hey. you honestly wouldn't believe how long it took to find your journal. i feel like ive looked everywhere and finally i found you. i hope you remember me, its scott. we met at taste of chaos. we hung out in line for like five hours. we watched the show together. i needed to find you to tell you i cant stop thinking about you. your always on my mind, at first i thought it was ya know just a crush and it would be over in a week but it never ended. its been SIX months since the show and i still cant get you out of my mind. i looked on so many websites, just typing in your name .. anything i could think of. after time went by and i still couldn't find you, i lost hope and stopped looking. but then i found your old journal. don't ask me how because its still a mystery to me. i knew it was you by the write up you did on taste of chaos, and how you wrote about me. and to be completely honest i always think about that kiss. i wonder if it was just a kiss to you, or if it actually meant something. because it meant so much to me. after the second hour of talking to you that night i knew i liked you but like went to.. love? the word kind of scares me. i shouldn't be in love with you. i saw you one time. but that night was amazing and the fact i never even had the guts to ask for your number was the dumbest thing i ever did. i'm beyond overjoyed that i'm actually writing to you and you will finally get this. look, i know i might sound like a complete loser and you might have a boyfriend and if you do i'm really sorry. i would give so much to see you again and if that could happen.. words cant describe how amazing that would be. when you read this can you i/m me sometime? i'm not on allot but i will make sure to sign on more often knowing all this. my screen name is (Penxtouchespaper) i'm not going to be on much today but tonight i will sign on. even if it takes me driving out to see you, i would do it in a second. i hope i talk to you soon and i'm really sorry if i offended you at all. \scott\
Oh my god. I am pretty much speechless right now. I never thought I would get to talk to you again! Of course I remember you, how could I ever forget? Awww Scott you are so amazing. I can not believe you looked for me this long. The kiss, was probably one of the most honest, and amazing kisses Ive ever experienced. I mean I felt like you didnt just, I dont know want to get in my pants. I felt like you were something special. No I do not have a boyfriend so please dont be sorry. Of fucking course I will I/M you. Im going to sign on soon and add you! I think seeing you again would be so fucking great. I feel like crying Im so happy. I have the flu but right now I feel 100% better. You did not offend me, you made my day.. my year probably. Oh and don't be scared of love ok? I know how you feel...
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♥Missy
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*nudge* Yous a lucky little bee-otch.
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