Jul 21, 2005 23:29
Well..I hoped I helped Kayleigh the best i could.
She said I was what was keeping her from not killing herself, or trying to.
Do you know what it feels like when someone tells you something like that?
You feel like you have to do good around them all the time, just so they wont do anything stupid and to keep them happy.
My Dad used to say i was the only thing he had and the only reason he was alive. I cry everytime I think about that, because I feel like I was let down, or let him down, now.
I'm really glad Kayleigh comes to me for this stuff. Theres nothing i want more than for her to be happy again like she used to be.
I hope she took what i said seriously.
I love you Kayleigh Joyce Mcwhinnie!