Apr 23, 2006 19:07
My heart has sunken down into an unknown abyss.
I am not in a state of mind to be returning to school, I am too used to the freedom that was bestowed upon us all.
Spring however was a splendid intro to what summer can/should be.
Over this week I have realized what people mean most to me and the ones who are just to ut to get, for their own sake.
Downtown last night was nice, we met Thomas. A german heart throb, but one I wish to learn from. It's weird, because I can not stop replaying our short talk underneath the pavilion. Yeah, he may be dreamy, but to me there is something beyond that, I want to walk in his shoes.... or shall I say his boots.
I will be gone in a week. I kind of don't want to go. I feel so sick thinking about the week I have to get through in order to leave this place.
[This girl needs therapy.]