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I hate how it seems the only time my parents want me home is so I can do whatevr it is they don't want to do ro don't have the time to do. They never call me to say
"Gab maybe myou could come home and we can eat dinner together or watch a movie or just talk or something" No it's always them telling me they're coming to pick me up so I can come home and clean.
I'd be less reluctant to come home if it didn't have to do with cleaning.
And when I ask my mother to do something, she complains about how tired she is, or how long her day was, and i mean I understand where she is coming from. But I try. She could once in awhile too.
Oh and now, I'm not aloud to do anything after school anymore cause I have to have all my chores done in order to go anywhere. And I have a lot. And I usually do one or two everyday throughout the week, so I can go places on the weekend. And my mom would let me go somewhere if I finished my chores for that day. But now I can't do that anymore?? And i know I won't do all my chores in one day cause A) I'm too lazy and B) I'm too lazy, so I guess it's partially my fault too, but still.
My parents frustrate me.
So does school. I vowed that this year I would try not to be so forgetful or so lazy, cause it got me into trouble last year, nd i really need to get good grades this year cause I want to get a car. It's only the second week of school and I'm already forgetting things, I failed a test today because I was stupid and left my stuff for that class in my 4th period on Friday and I couldn't get it today before that class.
It just seems like life went downhill from the end of summer till now.
Oh and my cat is going into get neutered tomorrow, I'm really scared, cause last time he had surgery done, he was pronounced dead, but miraculouly he survived. I don't know what I would do if that happened again.
I'm tired of wantig things i can't have.
Yet I think we all are.
I just wish for ONCE I didn't have to fell so sorry for myself, and i could actually look in the mirror and be thankful for who I am, and not have to sit there and point out all my flaws. Mirrors just seem to be one huge window of put downs.
well enough of my complaining.
My birthday is in one month and 5 days. haha. I know this is redundant, but I can't wait, it's the only thing I'm looking forward to, and gfetting my liscense.
I'm tired of typing, and i have homeowrk.
"Gab maybe myou could come home and we can eat dinner together or watch a movie or just talk or something" No it's always them telling me they're coming to pick me up so I can come home and clean.
I'd be less reluctant to come home if it didn't have to do with cleaning.
And when I ask my mother to do something, she complains about how tired she is, or how long her day was, and i mean I understand where she is coming from. But I try. She could once in awhile too.
Oh and now, I'm not aloud to do anything after school anymore cause I have to have all my chores done in order to go anywhere. And I have a lot. And I usually do one or two everyday throughout the week, so I can go places on the weekend. And my mom would let me go somewhere if I finished my chores for that day. But now I can't do that anymore?? And i know I won't do all my chores in one day cause A) I'm too lazy and B) I'm too lazy, so I guess it's partially my fault too, but still.
My parents frustrate me.
So does school. I vowed that this year I would try not to be so forgetful or so lazy, cause it got me into trouble last year, nd i really need to get good grades this year cause I want to get a car. It's only the second week of school and I'm already forgetting things, I failed a test today because I was stupid and left my stuff for that class in my 4th period on Friday and I couldn't get it today before that class.
It just seems like life went downhill from the end of summer till now.
Oh and my cat is going into get neutered tomorrow, I'm really scared, cause last time he had surgery done, he was pronounced dead, but miraculouly he survived. I don't know what I would do if that happened again.
I'm tired of wantig things i can't have.
Yet I think we all are.
I just wish for ONCE I didn't have to fell so sorry for myself, and i could actually look in the mirror and be thankful for who I am, and not have to sit there and point out all my flaws. Mirrors just seem to be one huge window of put downs.
well enough of my complaining.
My birthday is in one month and 5 days. haha. I know this is redundant, but I can't wait, it's the only thing I'm looking forward to, and gfetting my liscense.
I'm tired of typing, and i have homeowrk.