why can't i leave you alone
OH where to begin? So much has happened to me this month I'm not sure where to start. I guess the thing that's been on my mind the most.
Blake and I broke up 4/21. I just realized that every year (the day after 420) we break up. THE SAME FUCKING DAY FOR THE PAST THREE FUCKING YEARS! Too much THC I suppose. God damn. We broke up over the most ridiculous shit. And OF COURSE we are talking again. And OF COURSE I'm still crazy about him. And OF COURSE I'd do anything to make things good again. And OF COURSE he's the only one that gets to me that way. God. I hate it I really do. If I could just HATE him, I would. But I can't. UGhhhhhhhhhhh!
I've become very close with Craig and Sergio. I'm over there practically everyday. I don't know what I would do without either of them. Saturday Craig and I went to Tampa to see Ashlie. That was incredible, I got a lot out that I needed to get out. Emily and I are tight as fuck. Alex is my sister. I talk to Brendan everyday. If only he was here. =(
I got my diploma. My graduation party is Saturday. I don't feel like I'm out of highschool. I never really felt like I was in it either. It's weird. I'm glad I'm done and have nothing to do until the end of August. I really wish I had have just gone to USF. But no, decided to stay for a boy. I regret it.
If I could do anything right now. It would be to rewind to New Years Eve 2007. I would give anything. That was probably the best day of my life.
Blake and I broke up 4/21. I just realized that every year (the day after 420) we break up. THE SAME FUCKING DAY FOR THE PAST THREE FUCKING YEARS! Too much THC I suppose. God damn. We broke up over the most ridiculous shit. And OF COURSE we are talking again. And OF COURSE I'm still crazy about him. And OF COURSE I'd do anything to make things good again. And OF COURSE he's the only one that gets to me that way. God. I hate it I really do. If I could just HATE him, I would. But I can't. UGhhhhhhhhhhh!
I've become very close with Craig and Sergio. I'm over there practically everyday. I don't know what I would do without either of them. Saturday Craig and I went to Tampa to see Ashlie. That was incredible, I got a lot out that I needed to get out. Emily and I are tight as fuck. Alex is my sister. I talk to Brendan everyday. If only he was here. =(
I got my diploma. My graduation party is Saturday. I don't feel like I'm out of highschool. I never really felt like I was in it either. It's weird. I'm glad I'm done and have nothing to do until the end of August. I really wish I had have just gone to USF. But no, decided to stay for a boy. I regret it.
If I could do anything right now. It would be to rewind to New Years Eve 2007. I would give anything. That was probably the best day of my life.