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I'm down to 164 lbs... again. Hopefully with the muscle training I'm doing it'll stay this way now that I have enough muscle built up. I know muscle weighs more than fat does, and I know I have gained muscle in my thighs and calves (it's not just fat anymore; when I flex I feel a lot of muscle), but it's frustrating to see the scale go up a few pounds when you've only been eating 500-900 cals a day and going to the gym burning at least 400 cals every day. ugh. I just want to be down to 155. I know my goal was 150 originally, but I have built up leg muscle and I feel this is a more reasonable goal.
I just finished some homework. I think I'll watch pokemon next. I haven't seen much of matt lately. I really miss him. But Tuesdays are my busy days so hopefully now it'll get better? I have to work 12-2 today with stupid Joanne. I really, really dislike her. She's mean and sarcastic, but follows everything with 'sweety' or 'honny'. I don't freaking know. This little, stupid 2 hour shift is the one I hate the most just because it's the only one I work with her.
We're going to the mall this weekend since the boys want to get us girls something pretty for valentine's day. I plan on spending every penny of my H&M gift card Claire and CJ got me for Christmas. I think I'm over-due for some shirts that show off my boobies.
I just finished some homework. I think I'll watch pokemon next. I haven't seen much of matt lately. I really miss him. But Tuesdays are my busy days so hopefully now it'll get better? I have to work 12-2 today with stupid Joanne. I really, really dislike her. She's mean and sarcastic, but follows everything with 'sweety' or 'honny'. I don't freaking know. This little, stupid 2 hour shift is the one I hate the most just because it's the only one I work with her.
We're going to the mall this weekend since the boys want to get us girls something pretty for valentine's day. I plan on spending every penny of my H&M gift card Claire and CJ got me for Christmas. I think I'm over-due for some shirts that show off my boobies.