Jan 24, 2003 17:08
today was ok... heres my day
1st-went out to drill..... was out there for like a couple of minutes and then we were like hell fucking no! and went back in cuz it was cold cold cold! so we watched the patriot and i talked to daniel the whole time
2nd-listened to mrs. prendergast go on and on and on about the odyssey *yawn*
3rd-surfed the net and wrote in here.
4th-listened to coach gainey go on and on and on about nutrients *yawn again*
5th-took my science test and slept
7th-did math... and byron kept kicking my feet and playing with my pajama pants (i was wearin my pajamas under my uniform). he was flirting again..... i mean jebus!
jason brought me home after school..... fun fun......
well i was talking to brian the other day and i came to the conclusion that i am a horrible person!!! it seems like i made his life bad.... i hate myself for that but i really couldnt help what i did. i was talking to bonnie a lil while ago and i started crying cuz i felt so bad and told her he didnt deserve that and he deserved much much better. but she was like no hunny you were just right. theres nothing wrong with you. your heart just didnt want him. its ok. so that made me feel a lil better but i still feel bad.