i can't believe what you can find at the......
i am feeling pretty shitty about my job...or ex job. it's only been one day and i already feel worthless. i just what it is like for me when i don't have a job and i know that i have to get one....i dwell on it, but never do anything about it. i have this slight phobia about trying to get a new job.
dave h. and i talked for a long time tonight. i miss him. he is getting his license back on saturday, so hopefully he will be able to come up and visit some more. dave's fun cause he doesn't care what anyone thinks and just likes to be crazy...though sometimes, it is a little too much.
of course we talked about katie a lot. he has decided to give up on their friendship. he made some really good points. i don't think i could give up totally...but i see what she is doing and i am not going to go out of my way to save a friendship when i have so many times in the past. she just keeps pushing everyone away...everyone. i think she needs help or medication or something, but she insists that she is fine. i know that she is living in d.c. now, but i know that she really isn't doing anything different down there. she isn't going out, doing anything. she got a job at a dog daycare. she doesn't leave the apt otherwise. but at the same time, she is unable to return an email, to return a call, nothing. i must say that dave is very brave for making his decision. we can't understand what happened to her. it was the three of us and heather. we were an inseperable force. best friends all through high school. did everything together. katie was crazy and fun at one time. now she is so weird. i know that there is a thing called change and growing up, and we have all done that, but she is so weird now. dave and i are the same around each other still....act goofy and make jokes. she isn't.
she was always the more responsible, grown up one, but a couple of months ago when the 3 of us went out together, she kept saying stuff like, maybe you guys shouldn't drink anymore, or keep your voices down, turn the music down, blah, blah, blah... she sounded like my mother.
got a new phone today. it was super cheap since my contract was up. i am so glad to get rid of that other phone. got my wig for the costume parties. oh and......i went to the dollar store. last week was the first time that i have ever been in one...ever. i was in amazement. i couldn't believe the stuff they had. like named brand toothpaste and stuff. wow. so i went today and bought lots of stuff...like soap, razors, toothbrush, etc. i wish i knew that these types of stores existed before.
dave h. and i talked for a long time tonight. i miss him. he is getting his license back on saturday, so hopefully he will be able to come up and visit some more. dave's fun cause he doesn't care what anyone thinks and just likes to be crazy...though sometimes, it is a little too much.
of course we talked about katie a lot. he has decided to give up on their friendship. he made some really good points. i don't think i could give up totally...but i see what she is doing and i am not going to go out of my way to save a friendship when i have so many times in the past. she just keeps pushing everyone away...everyone. i think she needs help or medication or something, but she insists that she is fine. i know that she is living in d.c. now, but i know that she really isn't doing anything different down there. she isn't going out, doing anything. she got a job at a dog daycare. she doesn't leave the apt otherwise. but at the same time, she is unable to return an email, to return a call, nothing. i must say that dave is very brave for making his decision. we can't understand what happened to her. it was the three of us and heather. we were an inseperable force. best friends all through high school. did everything together. katie was crazy and fun at one time. now she is so weird. i know that there is a thing called change and growing up, and we have all done that, but she is so weird now. dave and i are the same around each other still....act goofy and make jokes. she isn't.
she was always the more responsible, grown up one, but a couple of months ago when the 3 of us went out together, she kept saying stuff like, maybe you guys shouldn't drink anymore, or keep your voices down, turn the music down, blah, blah, blah... she sounded like my mother.
got a new phone today. it was super cheap since my contract was up. i am so glad to get rid of that other phone. got my wig for the costume parties. oh and......i went to the dollar store. last week was the first time that i have ever been in one...ever. i was in amazement. i couldn't believe the stuff they had. like named brand toothpaste and stuff. wow. so i went today and bought lots of stuff...like soap, razors, toothbrush, etc. i wish i knew that these types of stores existed before.