Pushing a Pulley.

Jun 05, 2011 22:32

Went to visit my godmother in Chicago.
She's not doing well at all.
But it is still always a joy to see her telling stories and being super friendly despite her losing battle against cancer.
She had me put my name on a native american artifact of my choosing from her collection.
That way, if things go south, her family will know that I had an interest in one of her artifacts.
Sometimes it's difficult to idolize someone who was a magnificent contributor to the mental health field who is suffering this badly.
Regardless of the future, I'm proud to have the memories that we have made currently.
Preparing for her passing has been internally stressful.
A lot of denial flying through my head.
I'm just not sure what kind of person I will become when she leaves us.



It's heartwarming to know that the people who received god's eyes from me found nice spots to place them at home. How about you guys? Take a photograph and show me where you decided to put your god's eye! Even if it's inside a box of dusty old stuff.

You find me false and that is the truth.
When summer comes it will hit harder than ever before.
You and me will be grasping a means to an end.
Somebody will fly high and the other drop hard.
Say hello to mister earthworm for me.

Baby seal walks into a club.

Doing funeral arrangements for larp characters this Wednesday.
One of them was my responsibility.
So it'll definitely be weird talking about someone I just killed a week ago. o.O

death, crafts, larp, apathy, pictures

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