No Ordeal to Conquer?

[drone_dragon]

In an attempt to render some of these endless deliberations out of my head and onto paper where they belong, I have decided to write a realistic fiction novel. It'll probably turn out like all my other novels, stuck inside some disintegrating composition book with index cards and construction paper sticking out of it. Oddly enough- I NEED that creativeness in order to become more stable and less "depressive", especially when chatting with people online or irl. Currently throwing some ideas surrounding an agnostic premise, or perhaps the not-so-straight-spiritual journey endured by the few. At the same time I'd like there to be a strong bond formed between the reader and the antihero protagonist. Maybe even incorporate some themes of wrongful academia orthodoxy and the hidden conformist memorandum left by the institutions we enter/exit. At the same time, I'm trying to devise an angle that no other author has ever taken before when it comes to thinking processes, writing style, and chapter fabrication. Hrm. Feeling like staying up tonight, staring blankly at the ceiling, and thinking up concepts all night->morning! Need more COFFEE and CIGARETTES SYRAH CONTINUED INSOMNIA if this creative flux is to stay afloat! '.=.'

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