That's what I get......

Apr 07, 2006 12:36

Man!!! Get busy with other stuff, spend too much time on MySpace, next thing you know you've completely neglected everyone on LiveJournal!!!! SORRY!!!! Not like anyone really keeps up with this page anyway....

So, Lindsay and I have a house. I freakin love it!!!!! It's perfect!!!! There's a HUGE difference in renting and owning, now I can fix up things and not feel like I'm wasting time or money. It's just a great feeling.

Just when we finally close on this thing, and we're really excited, I lose my Father to cancer. It's really hard to accept the fact that he's not here anymore, (as far as being able to call him or hug him), but for the first time I feel like a deceased relative is actually with me every day. I can feel his presence where ever I am. It just wasn't his time. But at least he's not suffering anymore. It hurt worse to see him having to eat from a tube, and write down what he wanted to say. You could tell he was frustrated.

One way of looking at it, and at least it helped me, is that he's not gone. He just graduated. Lucky him. We're still in school down here. He completed his lessons, and now it's time to move on. It's not like I'll never see him again. My time is coming, and when it does, I will see my Father again.

Love you Dad.

Speechless is getting ever closer to finishing this freakin cd. Man, is it sounding awesome!!!! Definately the best recording I've ever been on!!!! We have a show May 20th at Jake's Toad House in Atlanta. Check out Speechlessband.com for more details.

I promise I'll write more later. Right now, I'm falling asleep!!!

GOOD NIGHT!!!!
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