Crossroads
So, my lease ends on September 13th. If I am still at Schindler when that day rolls around, my options are as follows: return to Buffalo with no car and no job, stay at schindler, or stay in Albany with no job and no car. Translation: not a good option in the bunch.
This leaves me with 10 weeks, essentially, to find other employment. I cannot stand my job at this point, and I just came back from a two day trip to Maryland where the executives essentially verbally masturbated in front of us and talked themselves up to an absurd degree.
I am losing my mind there, wasting my degree, and I am afraid that I am losing my intellect as well as my ideals, and I would rather die that allow that to happen.
Basically, I am running out of time, and my motivation is dwindling. In pretty much all professional aspects (not personal) I wish I had never taken this job. It has basically ruined a lot of my chances of finding relevant work. Not to mention it is the worst job I have ever had. Yes, I get paid very well, but money really isn't important to me. As long as I have enough to survive, I am fine.
Just the thought of returning to that office makes me want to die, and I have long since run out of will to fake happiness there. I need to get out, even if it means taking a crap job for a while. Hell, even cleaning toilets would be better than this shit.
This leaves me with 10 weeks, essentially, to find other employment. I cannot stand my job at this point, and I just came back from a two day trip to Maryland where the executives essentially verbally masturbated in front of us and talked themselves up to an absurd degree.
I am losing my mind there, wasting my degree, and I am afraid that I am losing my intellect as well as my ideals, and I would rather die that allow that to happen.
Basically, I am running out of time, and my motivation is dwindling. In pretty much all professional aspects (not personal) I wish I had never taken this job. It has basically ruined a lot of my chances of finding relevant work. Not to mention it is the worst job I have ever had. Yes, I get paid very well, but money really isn't important to me. As long as I have enough to survive, I am fine.
Just the thought of returning to that office makes me want to die, and I have long since run out of will to fake happiness there. I need to get out, even if it means taking a crap job for a while. Hell, even cleaning toilets would be better than this shit.