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Ah, this pain. I remember this pain. I remember you from a few years ago. I remember locking you up and throwing away the key. Promising never to let you out again.
Well I found the key in the trash and made you promise to be good, and I let you out. For a while you were good, you left me alone. But now youre back. You came to me with your knife and you put it right in my back. You twisted it and you thanked me for letting you out. How could I have done that?
I...I dont even know. It was worth it, but the pain..God, it hurts. I forgot how much it hurt. This week has been hell, one thing after another. Just hit, after hit, after hit. I want to scream..but I cant, It wont fix anything. I have never needed my car so bad. Ive never needed you so bad.
I hate the pain, I hate it. I hate not knowing. I hate being stabbed in the back. I hate being far away. I hate not seeing you. I hate having to guess. I hate not seeing your face. I hate not hearing your voice. I hate not having your arms around me. I hate it. I hate it all.
I have nine more days. Only nine. A week and two days. Only a week and two days. Only nine days. I can do it. Its only nine days.
I love you
Well I found the key in the trash and made you promise to be good, and I let you out. For a while you were good, you left me alone. But now youre back. You came to me with your knife and you put it right in my back. You twisted it and you thanked me for letting you out. How could I have done that?
I...I dont even know. It was worth it, but the pain..God, it hurts. I forgot how much it hurt. This week has been hell, one thing after another. Just hit, after hit, after hit. I want to scream..but I cant, It wont fix anything. I have never needed my car so bad. Ive never needed you so bad.
I hate the pain, I hate it. I hate not knowing. I hate being stabbed in the back. I hate being far away. I hate not seeing you. I hate having to guess. I hate not seeing your face. I hate not hearing your voice. I hate not having your arms around me. I hate it. I hate it all.
I have nine more days. Only nine. A week and two days. Only a week and two days. Only nine days. I can do it. Its only nine days.
I love you