Youve had to much to think, nows the time for wine
I hate being stressed. I hate people. Im gettin fat, and i watch to much tv and that makes me think if im overweight nobody will love me. so now im eating less, and i ran two miles, and im really soar. so derek=not happy. w/e prbly for the best right. i hate wat people expect of me, its all so pointless. who cares, im happy. Why should i do one thing in my life, why should i limit myself to one path, when there are an infinite amount ahead of me. I love the feeling, that if I do one thing different, my life changes. Why is my life so linear? I want to do something great, but im too weak, stupid and gutless to do something real, its to easy to sit here and let my life go as it is. so i continue as is, and i should prbly just be happy with what i have...anyway..I cant stand some people, i think its just this place. i can deal with it, there are good people here too. I guess i sort of expected people to be different from highschool, less ignorant and conceded. wow was i nieve. i kno im cynical and angry, but i dont make this shit up. Oh yea, and as far as girls go..im staying away from religious types, i finally learned my lesson. yep learning alot from college, now if i could just do well in my classes... Ive been kinda down this week, granted it has been crappy,but im ready to relax after friday. thnx for listenening to me bitch