Sep 26, 2005 20:49
What's new....
She called me into the living room and i mean it's not normal that me and her talk so when she does this, SOMETHING has got to be wrong!! I was almost positive that i was in deap shit...
She says "I want to leave, i don't want to live here anymore"
I say "Okkkkkkkkk??@?@?"
she: We are leaving I'm renting the house, and we are leaving if you dont' want to come with me then stay here with your grandma and go to college and do whatever you want, but im getting the hell out of here!
I told her to tell me this when she is sober!
How could she say such random things knowing how bad things were before, when we decided to just get up and go! Things were horrible i never want to go through that experience again,...but i guess she doesn't understand that cause she is over here trying to make me feel bad because i don't want to leave!
My decision is....Wherever my mom goes is where i belong...no matter how much i know that's not the right decision.....I know that deep down in my heart she needs me, and she knows that too!