(no subject)
There's something on my mind that ive got to get out to you,
but i know if i dont write this down i'll never break through
to you,
you'll never know what it was like to break apart from the things that fit right,
into places that made more sense then they would ever do now
but i've got to say those days i'll never forget and even thought i'll remember them,
you
i'll always regret.
fun times was all we had but when you walked away.
you left me here to stay, (alone)
every time I picked up the phone, you encouraged me (convinced me)
to stay (alone)
you changed me, rearranged me, molded me into your perfect toy, and at the time i couldnt see what was going on, i lost a lot of opportunities along the way.
you walked away took a part of me with you,
you left me here to stay (alone)
i waited and thought you'd return eventually
but alone is how i stayed and alone i'm here today.
a friend once told me first you're sad, then you're angry, and you can hate someone who burned you so bad,
but then after soo long, THEN theres space for forgiveness...is it true? can it happen? can i forgive you for everything you've done?
fun times was all we had or so i thought when you walked away.
you left me here expecting me to stay, expecting me to want (you)
but alone i was not as i stayed when you left...Im not (alone), I didn’t end up like you.
but i know if i dont write this down i'll never break through
to you,
you'll never know what it was like to break apart from the things that fit right,
into places that made more sense then they would ever do now
but i've got to say those days i'll never forget and even thought i'll remember them,
you
i'll always regret.
fun times was all we had but when you walked away.
you left me here to stay, (alone)
every time I picked up the phone, you encouraged me (convinced me)
to stay (alone)
you changed me, rearranged me, molded me into your perfect toy, and at the time i couldnt see what was going on, i lost a lot of opportunities along the way.
you walked away took a part of me with you,
you left me here to stay (alone)
i waited and thought you'd return eventually
but alone is how i stayed and alone i'm here today.
a friend once told me first you're sad, then you're angry, and you can hate someone who burned you so bad,
but then after soo long, THEN theres space for forgiveness...is it true? can it happen? can i forgive you for everything you've done?
fun times was all we had or so i thought when you walked away.
you left me here expecting me to stay, expecting me to want (you)
but alone i was not as i stayed when you left...Im not (alone), I didn’t end up like you.