Mar 17, 2002 17:20
....actually I got back about 1:30 last night....this morning.....whatever. I had a wonderful week in Shreveport...which I will update in a series of entries. He met with my mom and right now I am biting off all my fingernails til she calls me back. They don't approve. I know they don't. I haven't eaten barely anything all day cause I have no appetite. I am kinda lightheaded but I can't make myself eat.
I did cry when he left but only for a little while. I didn't boo-hoo for hours like I normally do. He called me at the midway home point like always which was about 2 hours ago. He should be home no later than 9. I will call at about 10-ish. We really need to talk.
I LOVE his family. I need to send his mom a thank you card for all of her hospitality. I also need to send one to his brothers girlfriend, who entertained me so much while my boo was at work. They have accepted me into their own and that was something that they really did not have to do. I feel so honored about it. Thomas said that they never treated his other girlfriends like that....hmmmm.....
When he met my parents it was weird. My mom seemed nice. My dad frowned upon the fact that he is not in school right now. I was weirded out by the whole situation that I was ready to leave. I didn't know how bad the questions were gonna get. But I couldn't put off him meeting them any longer....especially after this week. I refuse to give him up though. I can't lose him. He means just that much to me. I love him too much.
Classes begin tomorrow......and I have my doctors appointment. I finally find out what is wrong with little ol' me. Please pray. I have been doing so. I'm kinda weak now......I guess I'll order pizza later and make the sickness worse.