Happy Valentine's Day
I hate this day. It is a day for lovers.....and I have one....but I can't spend it with him. I can't stand Valentine's Day. I've never liked it. I spent all my high school days looking at people get all these roses and things, but I never had anyone who cared enough to send me anything like that. Not even a hug. And now that I am in a very special relationship it's like a cruel joke has been played on me because he's 6 hours away from me. I almost cried while ago when I talked to him...but I kept the tears in check. He wants me to get out and go some of these parties. He knows how I feel about today....he thinks that I am going to sit around in the dorm all night and pout. I want to go to a party only because I haven't been in awhile. BUT I don't want to go to a Valentine's Day one cause couples everywhere will get on my nerves. And my being engaged puts a limit on how I can dance with other boys. Another thing is I have a test to take early tomorrow morning(....maybe that's an excuse). AND I have no car...to get to the party I have to catch a ride. The thing about me is that when I am ready to go...I'm ready to go then...not 2 hours from then. I don't want to put a damper on anybody else's good time. I just want my baby....or my bed at home with my mama's chicken noodle would be a good substitute. They make me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. Either one would be good. I am content to stay here and mind my own business. Tonight will be the first night in forever that I can just rest. I really don't want to put a fake face for everyone else's benefit.
I haven't written in a while so I will catch up....
I had to go to a pledge meeting last night. We are starting to learn the history. This shit ain't no joke. I'm wondering how people in social Greek sororities make it....cause this one is gonna be difficult. I can already feel it. Jen(....the V.P. of membership) gave of candy and all that good stuff. I love candy and it will help today.
On a good note....I have 2 pics of me and Thomas together now. I am going to get them scanned this afternoon and they will be on the website tonight. I am going to revamp it tonight after study hall. I finally have some really good ones of him. He hasn't seen them yet....but he will soon, lol.
Got MATH121 in 30 minutes....ciao!
I haven't written in a while so I will catch up....
I had to go to a pledge meeting last night. We are starting to learn the history. This shit ain't no joke. I'm wondering how people in social Greek sororities make it....cause this one is gonna be difficult. I can already feel it. Jen(....the V.P. of membership) gave of candy and all that good stuff. I love candy and it will help today.
On a good note....I have 2 pics of me and Thomas together now. I am going to get them scanned this afternoon and they will be on the website tonight. I am going to revamp it tonight after study hall. I finally have some really good ones of him. He hasn't seen them yet....but he will soon, lol.
Got MATH121 in 30 minutes....ciao!