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Today has been hell. Literally. I only got 3 hours of sleep last night. We had a winter storm here, yet we still had to go to class. My dorm's fire alarm went off at 4 AM and we had to stay outside for an hour. Then our electricity went out. So when I finally went to bed it was 7:15.....never mind that the alarm clock goes off at 7:30. I'm a tad bit cranky.
Thomas and I have been having the same conversation for 3 days. I told him that I feel like I am playing second to everything in his life. In actuality I am. It's like we're already married.....every thing he used to do isn't done anymore. I guess that I am easily spoiled. We cried and everything last night. Then he called me this morning while I was in a mood and that set him off. We had another talk about it. I asked him if we were making a mistake....because we stay so unhappy all the time. He said he thinks we met each other at the wrong point in each others lives. That of course made me cry. I don't know what he meant. He told me that we seriously have to talk tonight to figure out what we need to do to save this. My problem is that I keep quiet too long whereas he tells me what he feels right off. I drug it out too long and now it is a problem.
I skipped my first class this semester.......hope this doesn't turn into a trend.....
Thomas and I have been having the same conversation for 3 days. I told him that I feel like I am playing second to everything in his life. In actuality I am. It's like we're already married.....every thing he used to do isn't done anymore. I guess that I am easily spoiled. We cried and everything last night. Then he called me this morning while I was in a mood and that set him off. We had another talk about it. I asked him if we were making a mistake....because we stay so unhappy all the time. He said he thinks we met each other at the wrong point in each others lives. That of course made me cry. I don't know what he meant. He told me that we seriously have to talk tonight to figure out what we need to do to save this. My problem is that I keep quiet too long whereas he tells me what he feels right off. I drug it out too long and now it is a problem.
I skipped my first class this semester.......hope this doesn't turn into a trend.....