Jan 29, 2002 21:47
I am in my room.....chillin'. Thank the Lord!!!! I finally went to study hall tonight. It wasn't that bad. It was boring. I like to study while it's noisy. Things tend to stick better with me like that. I can finally fit it into my schedule so that is good. Nikki didn't have too much to say to me so that was good. I took my portable CD player in with me to simulate the noise I usually like to have. But nothing can be as good as the TV on BET and the radio on PRM(.....I know I know......BET and classical music doesn't mix but I'm odd like that.
I talked to Chasza and had a real conversation for the first time in a LOOOOOONG time. It was nice. And I came to this realization. I have absolutely no romantic feelings for him anymore. It used to come and go. Now it's non-existent. I'm happy. Every now and then I look at him and blush cause I remember how cute he is for a split second but as for wanting him so bad I could cry.......no, no, NO! It's not that serious anymore.
Well.....let me finally eat dinner. Ciao!