thoughts
i have been thinking about someone i have not thought about in a long time and it kinda pisses me off. cause all that means is that life right now is neither good nor bad, just static. it means i have nothing to look forward to, so the only place i can look is to my past. at opportunities missed, chances not taken, life not lived. the future. the future. the future. that's what everyone says, but it's all bullshit to make you feel better, so that you stop being depressed or worried or scared. i'd love to not be those things, but it seems that is what i am destined for, at least for now. i hope.
it's 3:58 in the morning. i've been fucked up for the past 5 hours. give me more drugs.
it's 3:58 in the morning. i've been fucked up for the past 5 hours. give me more drugs.