Update

[drksuperman]

well its been a logn time since my last update so here it goes;
Everythig is not enough...
my car need hardcore maintanance...
I have being so fake on top at timess...
i want to just start all over...
black is still my favorite...
i remember her everyday
im in swimming...
ive lost soem wight...
im way darker than i use to be....
debatign whether to run for prom king....
dont know how much i really want _________......
i want what i use to have back...
i liked my life more before...
i hate how eveything changes or goes away....
jess seems to be the only constant in my life...
i hate working
i have being the way i am
hate dresing the way i dress sometimes...
i want more from life...
I want to be alot happier....
I know its not going to last long....
i feel as if i bring it all upoun myself....
i want to cut...but i wont cuz that not me at alll!...
i really miss wut use to be....
i hate how fake people can be around me....

i hate it all!