Jan 05, 2005 11:36
o my, so many things, oh so many! well im sick as a bitch on weed...but on friday im goin w/ Amanda to the Mud Puddle to watch her friend Derricks band play,. who his band is tomarrows past, lol n everyones boyfriend is in that band, but it will be fun i never been to the mud puddle b4.
On a note more "Oh My God!" My ex boyfriend Kenney..who i dated in 7th grade, and in 8th, and who i liked since those days is back in my life, we started chatting again, n he started calling again. N i was thinkin about how much i miss him, so n e ways this has been goin on for a couple months, and last night on the phone he pulls this one on me..."Baby i have to go now, but...umm...I love you" now Kenney callin me baby is nothin new, im used to that...but he pulled the "i love you" card, n for some reason i found myself so happy, n i did the unthinkable....i said it back....i mean i think i do love him, every since our last days when i was at Brunsick i was thinkin about him alot, how i was gunna miss him, we had goos times together, he was alot of my "1st's" after i dated him n moved on to other guy, i realized how good he was to me, the only boyfriend who actually treated me right, n really cared about me, he has always been in my head, i really regret breakin up with him, n then he hated me for awile and i dont blame him bc i was a bitch. But then i heard from my old friends in Bwick, that hje was taklin about me to them..about how he still liked me n he only hatred me bc i broke his heart. n very flattering thing, so i desided to talk to him once day, and some monthes later, he tells me he loves me.