here goes guys..
sometimes i think back on how things used to be and it makes me sad..i have changed so much. especially in the past few months. im glad i have. It was a good change for sure. I made alot of mistakes and what not in the past. I'm not gonna dwell on it though. Forget regret or life is yours to miss. I do want to apologize though..i really hurt a select few in the past and im honestly sorry. It pissed me off knowing i was so stupid to do that. I'm happy with my life right now. I have alot of important people in it and things goin for me. I think its time to forget alot of the shit that happened in the past though. It just isnt worth it. People change.
KT- your my best friend. I love you. You ahve been there every day. You have been there through everything. Nothing you could do would ever make me NOT be your friend. If i have learned anything is to not be so willing to just give something good up. Thanks for everything. If you ever need me you know im here..regardless of what anyone else thinks. also thankyou for standing by me. you dont know how much it means to me. Yous showed me that people arent always what they seem...you cant stay mad at people forever. lifes to short. why spend all of your time doing that when you can just be getting along. i LOVE YOU!!!
scott- i cna tlak to you about anything. you make me laugh like noone else. i know not everyone really knows you. not the real you. your a good person. i love you very much. i couldnt ask for anyone else better then you..:) you wont ever know how much you mean to me.
joe- BEST FRIEND! haha. we have always been friends since ive known you..your awesome. you are like a brother to me. we are almost exactly alike...kinda scary huh? lol. You got my back..thanks for everything. "i'll meet you at 5th and finkle....my ass HURTS!" Good times..
laurie- you are a great person. you always go for your dreams..thats cliche i know but its true. ive known you all my time..and its been wonderfull. You will always be my friend. Your my sister. you may live 3 and half hours away but it doesnt matter. were still as close as the day you moved
meghan- what happened to you? im not trying to sound mean. seriously im not. i am not starting anything with anyone. its just...i guess people change. thye do and its ok. but you ask why i dont call you? why me and kt dont ever ask you to hang out? Think about it...i shouldnt need to explain it to you. we used to all be friends..best friends..obviosly thats not the case anymore but for as long as ive known you..i dont think ive understood the stuff youve done you do and been your "best friend" like i said im not being mean..you just confuse me. i dont nkow what to say. except for..treat people with some more respect then you are right now. it will get you alot further.
terry- i know we arent friends. im sorry that you heard that i said things about you. I actually think your a good guy. Just because we dont hang out anymore and we had our falling out doesnt change that. To be perfectly honest i dont hate you. i dont dislike you. i have nothing against you. ive probably hurt you just as much as you have hurt me. I said things..like your as asshole and a bastard.im sorry. i didnt mean it. There were things you did i didnt like or agree with but it happens. people disagreei just said it because i was angry. Thats not a good reason to do it but it was the reason i had at the time. It just really bothered me thinking you thought those things about me. You might still..i dont know. i just wnated to say that i never meant any of it. i know we wont ever be best friends again. For all i know you might hate me forever. im not writing you this and thinking we might ever have a chance to be friends again...you probably wont evr read this. im just apologizing. not that it means to much to you. i know it doesnt. maybe its wishful thinking but i wish we could say hi once in awhile in the hallways at school..or a slight conversation. i guess im asking to much.
i wish i had time to write ever person something but i have to go..you know who you are nd i love you guys.
KT- your my best friend. I love you. You ahve been there every day. You have been there through everything. Nothing you could do would ever make me NOT be your friend. If i have learned anything is to not be so willing to just give something good up. Thanks for everything. If you ever need me you know im here..regardless of what anyone else thinks. also thankyou for standing by me. you dont know how much it means to me. Yous showed me that people arent always what they seem...you cant stay mad at people forever. lifes to short. why spend all of your time doing that when you can just be getting along. i LOVE YOU!!!
scott- i cna tlak to you about anything. you make me laugh like noone else. i know not everyone really knows you. not the real you. your a good person. i love you very much. i couldnt ask for anyone else better then you..:) you wont ever know how much you mean to me.
joe- BEST FRIEND! haha. we have always been friends since ive known you..your awesome. you are like a brother to me. we are almost exactly alike...kinda scary huh? lol. You got my back..thanks for everything. "i'll meet you at 5th and finkle....my ass HURTS!" Good times..
laurie- you are a great person. you always go for your dreams..thats cliche i know but its true. ive known you all my time..and its been wonderfull. You will always be my friend. Your my sister. you may live 3 and half hours away but it doesnt matter. were still as close as the day you moved
meghan- what happened to you? im not trying to sound mean. seriously im not. i am not starting anything with anyone. its just...i guess people change. thye do and its ok. but you ask why i dont call you? why me and kt dont ever ask you to hang out? Think about it...i shouldnt need to explain it to you. we used to all be friends..best friends..obviosly thats not the case anymore but for as long as ive known you..i dont think ive understood the stuff youve done you do and been your "best friend" like i said im not being mean..you just confuse me. i dont nkow what to say. except for..treat people with some more respect then you are right now. it will get you alot further.
terry- i know we arent friends. im sorry that you heard that i said things about you. I actually think your a good guy. Just because we dont hang out anymore and we had our falling out doesnt change that. To be perfectly honest i dont hate you. i dont dislike you. i have nothing against you. ive probably hurt you just as much as you have hurt me. I said things..like your as asshole and a bastard.im sorry. i didnt mean it. There were things you did i didnt like or agree with but it happens. people disagreei just said it because i was angry. Thats not a good reason to do it but it was the reason i had at the time. It just really bothered me thinking you thought those things about me. You might still..i dont know. i just wnated to say that i never meant any of it. i know we wont ever be best friends again. For all i know you might hate me forever. im not writing you this and thinking we might ever have a chance to be friends again...you probably wont evr read this. im just apologizing. not that it means to much to you. i know it doesnt. maybe its wishful thinking but i wish we could say hi once in awhile in the hallways at school..or a slight conversation. i guess im asking to much.
i wish i had time to write ever person something but i have to go..you know who you are nd i love you guys.