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How are you gonna be MAD?
Why just at me??
You were my best friend.
I love you more than you know.
It hurt me to see you upset
Whether you believe it or not.
I was always loyal to you.
How can you say those things to me?
How could you actually MEAN it?
I could care less if it were from someone else but from you?
I miss you so much.
I need to talk to you.
I told you everything. No secrets.
I go to pick up the phone to call you and remember i cant do that anymore.
As angry as i am it doesnt matter anymore because i love you with all my heart.
I'll get over it. You were there for me when i needed someone to be strong for me.
I have things in my life i wnat to tell you about.
I know things have been rocky but so what?
Life's not perfect.
I know in the past ive hurt you alot.
I'm sorry for that.
This time its different I didnt mess this up.
Im not gonna say you did me wrong because it doesnt matter.
It's nothing to hold against you.
If you thought i didnt want to be around you then thats where your wrong.
It doesnt matter anymore. Its over and done with.
We were TOO close to lose it all now.
You said you loved me at one point .
......so how are you going to hate me now?
I couldnt ever hate you. No matter what.
No matter how angry i can get you know it doesnt mean that i dont still care about you.
I know you know that deep down.
So just so you know im sorry things ended up this way.
It shouldnt be like this.
Its a waste of time.
us fighting or not speaking to one another.
when we should just be friends.
If you read this you know who you are.