Apr 24, 2005 22:13
Hey all! How is your lives? Since no one ever writes me emails, I will never know, lol.
I love you I hate you I cant get around you, I breathe you I taste you I cant live without you.
I just can't take anymore, this life of solitude, I guess that I'm out the door and now I'm done with you.
Hmmm ... I can't think of anymore songs, that just happened to be what I was listening to... Let us switch to My Chemical Romance now eh?
Anyways, this weekend was eventful I guess. "Helped" Shauna move. Stayed night at Brians. Was out in Lakewood on Friday and late Saturday, all Sunday. I got to see Becky, that was good, I thought that I wasn't going to see her for a long time. Made me sad.
Anyways, from the top I guess.
Friday I came home from school, got bored, went and hung out with Jeremy. I think thats how it worked. Either way, we went to Steves house. Elisha and Brian were there. Jeremy and I were not allowed inside as no parents were home. I worked on Brians car a bunch. Then ... Brian and Jeremy and I went around ... Hehe.
Umm ... I came home. Slept. Felt alone and bored. Then I went to Ourys moms in the morning. Did some stuff there. Following that came hanging out at Brians fathers, where we hung out with Becky, and uhh ... Ate some food. Fire department came and carried someone out on a stretcher from his neighbors, don't know what happened there.
After that, Brian called when I was gone. And after I had showered I called Jeremy, and Jeremy said that Brian was at Elishas house watching the Sonics. I called there Brian told me that he wanted me to stay the night at his house becuase I was doing worship in the morning with him. Well ... I was supposed to do worship with him. And I met him there at Poshas (Elishas) and waited for game to get over. Played pool with Steve a couple rounds. Then left and we went to Brians. I checked my email, and had nothing (no one emails me!) and then He was like, you knwo what pisses me off is that Andy is at a party right now probably getting wasted (well, he said he didn't know about wasted or not) but it wasn't a good party. And that he won't have anything to do with church anymore, but he will still go to Sunday night live. Then when Andy came home, not wasted, I was laying on Brians bed, and found out Travis, Wes, Ben, Stu, etc. were at the party.
Things like that piss me off. I didn't care about Andy, he's conceited and whatnot. The rest of the guys really worried me though. I've been watching people jump off the churh bandwagon for a long time. I don't want to see my closest friends do it.
Ugh. Then today I had to hang out with Andy cause we went laser tag. After I spent entire day with Brian and Elisha and Kaela. Jordan shot me with an Airsoft gun, while I was unarmed. So I walked outside, got Jesse to give me his gun, and shot Jordan like, 6 times. Kaelas dad told me it was enough. So ... I stopped. Then Jesse came in and shot me. I didn't go after him though.
We all left there, went to pick up some people ... Umm ... Went to McDonalds ... Came to church, played Laser tag ... came back, went to McDonalds again. And I was kinda bored and half depressed ... Then Andy spat on my car because Brian pretended to pee on his. I was going to hurt him but decided just to warn him per se. So I backed up and swung the front of my car and almost hit him. I thought about turning soon enough to actually pinch him, but I couldn't do that I don't think. That kinda violence isn't me.
Anyways, I guess I have better things to do. I'm gonna find someone to hang out with tomorrow. I guess.
Ttyl all!
-Royce