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it's all in yo head, homie.
people tend to break down and cry when they have a lot of homework, projects, work, chores, just things to do. they feel like they are stressed w/ all this work and so little time and energy and the world is going to crash down on their heads.
what i just realized is that that is all psychological. i've been doing my homework for a good 2 hours or so and my roommate isabel comes back and asks "what's wrong?" up to that point, i had been just doing homework. my mind was on this homework and i was in immigration quota mode until i was made to think... "whats wrong?" at first, i thought nothing was wrong. but she asks again. then i thought maybe she thinks something is wrong because i'm so focused. then i tell her i have all this homework and then i have an art project due tomorrow and i have chemistry homework and biology homework and suddenly, i felt so overwhelmed and stressed like i have a lot of shit to do until i was on the verge of tears. boy was i stressed. just 2 minutes ago, though... i had all this history homework, art project, chem and bio homework, but i was fine. so really, you make yourself feel stressed.
the funny thing is.. i still have a lot to do, but i'm doing this! :D
just like we were watching house today. the people on the plane all threw up and got sick because they thought they were sick. and, reworded from the wise words of emily, your brain is just that powerful it can make things happen if you want it or think it.
thus, the reason i am so awesome is cause i think it and feel it so the awesomeness runs in my blood.
people tend to break down and cry when they have a lot of homework, projects, work, chores, just things to do. they feel like they are stressed w/ all this work and so little time and energy and the world is going to crash down on their heads.
what i just realized is that that is all psychological. i've been doing my homework for a good 2 hours or so and my roommate isabel comes back and asks "what's wrong?" up to that point, i had been just doing homework. my mind was on this homework and i was in immigration quota mode until i was made to think... "whats wrong?" at first, i thought nothing was wrong. but she asks again. then i thought maybe she thinks something is wrong because i'm so focused. then i tell her i have all this homework and then i have an art project due tomorrow and i have chemistry homework and biology homework and suddenly, i felt so overwhelmed and stressed like i have a lot of shit to do until i was on the verge of tears. boy was i stressed. just 2 minutes ago, though... i had all this history homework, art project, chem and bio homework, but i was fine. so really, you make yourself feel stressed.
the funny thing is.. i still have a lot to do, but i'm doing this! :D
just like we were watching house today. the people on the plane all threw up and got sick because they thought they were sick. and, reworded from the wise words of emily, your brain is just that powerful it can make things happen if you want it or think it.
thus, the reason i am so awesome is cause i think it and feel it so the awesomeness runs in my blood.