Aug 30, 2006 08:43
i'm considering redo ing my myspace pictures.
my whole myspace image.
i'd like to goth it out.
be angsty and play with knives.
i think mostly i just want to photograph myself with how i feel.
with how i want to remake myself.
but it feels childish.
like, ive been there, i've done that goth thing, and here i am.
flare leg jeans and a fitted cotton shirt.
(i've been reading vogue, it brings out the fashion designations.)
i think mostly i'm in pain.
i think mostly i feel nothing.
i had a dream last night where i was on a date with a butch chick who looked like the chairman of my school.
i kept feeling like someone was tucking me in.
it was just skinny wiggling in the small of my back.
my computer is having problems, mostly the fans are vibrating.
it's louder than i'm used to.
and annoying.
angel called.
i'm sorry i missed you.
i hope you're still alive...
i'll call you later.