Oye Veigh
Im so torn right now, as if drama with school wasnt enough to worry about right now, what i do within the next few days can decide how my relationships with some of my closest friends plays out. On one hand I can do whats right, and enlighten two innocent people to someone elses wrong doing and in the process potentially loose all there trust, or keep my motuh shut about everything and pretend nothing ever happened (which would have the skankiest reprocussions down the road). Well, Stiffler, we have some thining to do now dont we?
This past weekend was awesome.....Me, greg, and Stifler all went up to Naples and got soooooooooo shit faced with the Goolies....lol, Ive gotta get them to adopt me somehow. Im leaving all the details of that weekend out due to a contract we all have, lol, but hopefully we'll get to do it all again. Lol, Mike and hour and a half....for what?....NOTHING!?!?!!?....lol, its ok I still love you.
And now as allways folks, its time for that emotional chapter for the journal.....I just think its funny how u can talk to someone three times a day, first person you talk to when u wake up, they call u during the day, and ur the last person they call at night. How you can be on the phone for hours not saying a word, and just be kewl with the whole thing just b/c that person is on the phone with you. Take time out of your day to just randomly wonder about the person and how their feeling and if theyre ok right now. I dont understand how i can love and want someone so much, and have all the signs be there and in place, and for that person to be oblivious to everything. Its like a blessing and a curse, im happy that hes in my life, but hate it b/c he isnt my life.....and I want him to be. Its kinda sad all my profiles say this now:
"One day, your going to finally realize all the joy and happiness you couldve had through me, and on that day the pain wont linger anymore...but until that day, it hurts to know that you dont even see in me half of what I see in you." -Me
and as cliche as it may sound.....its all true, and for the life of me i just dont understand it.....i can understand it at all...
India Arie - The Truth Lyrics
Spoken : let me tell you why I love him
Chorus:
Cause he is the truth
Said he is so real
And I love the way that he makes me feel
And if I am a reflection of him then I must be fly cause
Hes light it shines so bright I wouldnt lie
I remember the very first day I saw him
I found myself immediately intrigued by him
Its almost like I knew this man from another life
Like back then maybe I was his husband maybe he was my wife
And even,the things I dont like about him are fine with me
Cause its not hard for me to understand him cause hes so much
like me
And its truly my pleasure to share his company
And I know that its gods gift to breathe
The air he breathes
Chorus:
Cause hes the truth
Said he is so real
And I love the way that he makes me feel
And if I am a reflection if him then I must be fly cause
His light it shines so bright I wouldnt lie (no)
How can the same man that makes me so mad
Do you know what he did-(spoken)
Turn right around and kiss me so soft
Girl so you know what he did-(spoken)
If he ever left me I wouldnt even be sad no
Cause theres a blessing in every lesson
And Im glad that I knew him at all
Chrous:
Cause he is the truth
Said he is so real
And I love the way that he makes me feel
And if I am a reflection of him then I must be fly cause
His light it shines so bright
I love the way he speaks
I love the way he thinks
I love the way that he treats his mama
I love that gap in between his teeth
I love him in every way that a woman can love a man
From personal to universal but most of all
Its unconditional
You know what Im taking about-(spoken)
Thats the way I feel
And I always will-(spoken)
There aint no substitute for the truth
Either it is or isnt
Cause he is the truth
You see the truth it needs no proof
Either it is or it isnt
Cause he is the truth
Now you know the truth by the way it feels
And if I am a reflection of him then I must be fly
Cause he is yes he is
I wonder does he know -echoes-
This past weekend was awesome.....Me, greg, and Stifler all went up to Naples and got soooooooooo shit faced with the Goolies....lol, Ive gotta get them to adopt me somehow. Im leaving all the details of that weekend out due to a contract we all have, lol, but hopefully we'll get to do it all again. Lol, Mike and hour and a half....for what?....NOTHING!?!?!!?....lol, its ok I still love you.
And now as allways folks, its time for that emotional chapter for the journal.....I just think its funny how u can talk to someone three times a day, first person you talk to when u wake up, they call u during the day, and ur the last person they call at night. How you can be on the phone for hours not saying a word, and just be kewl with the whole thing just b/c that person is on the phone with you. Take time out of your day to just randomly wonder about the person and how their feeling and if theyre ok right now. I dont understand how i can love and want someone so much, and have all the signs be there and in place, and for that person to be oblivious to everything. Its like a blessing and a curse, im happy that hes in my life, but hate it b/c he isnt my life.....and I want him to be. Its kinda sad all my profiles say this now:
"One day, your going to finally realize all the joy and happiness you couldve had through me, and on that day the pain wont linger anymore...but until that day, it hurts to know that you dont even see in me half of what I see in you." -Me
and as cliche as it may sound.....its all true, and for the life of me i just dont understand it.....i can understand it at all...
India Arie - The Truth Lyrics
Spoken : let me tell you why I love him
Chorus:
Cause he is the truth
Said he is so real
And I love the way that he makes me feel
And if I am a reflection of him then I must be fly cause
Hes light it shines so bright I wouldnt lie
I remember the very first day I saw him
I found myself immediately intrigued by him
Its almost like I knew this man from another life
Like back then maybe I was his husband maybe he was my wife
And even,the things I dont like about him are fine with me
Cause its not hard for me to understand him cause hes so much
like me
And its truly my pleasure to share his company
And I know that its gods gift to breathe
The air he breathes
Chorus:
Cause hes the truth
Said he is so real
And I love the way that he makes me feel
And if I am a reflection if him then I must be fly cause
His light it shines so bright I wouldnt lie (no)
How can the same man that makes me so mad
Do you know what he did-(spoken)
Turn right around and kiss me so soft
Girl so you know what he did-(spoken)
If he ever left me I wouldnt even be sad no
Cause theres a blessing in every lesson
And Im glad that I knew him at all
Chrous:
Cause he is the truth
Said he is so real
And I love the way that he makes me feel
And if I am a reflection of him then I must be fly cause
His light it shines so bright
I love the way he speaks
I love the way he thinks
I love the way that he treats his mama
I love that gap in between his teeth
I love him in every way that a woman can love a man
From personal to universal but most of all
Its unconditional
You know what Im taking about-(spoken)
Thats the way I feel
And I always will-(spoken)
There aint no substitute for the truth
Either it is or isnt
Cause he is the truth
You see the truth it needs no proof
Either it is or it isnt
Cause he is the truth
Now you know the truth by the way it feels
And if I am a reflection of him then I must be fly
Cause he is yes he is
I wonder does he know -echoes-