Feb 07, 2004 21:20
I need to escape.
I need to find a way to get out of where I am right now and find myself. I mean, I've learned alot about myself by being in Buffalo and in college, but it's time to move on.
I need a new setting. It's going to have to be in the West. Way West.
I guess by having friends out in California makes it easier for me to go out there, so I'm going to take advantage of that, by any means necessary.
I think I'm also struggling to hard to come up with that one great idea that forms the rest of your life. The one in which a multitude of opportunities open up before you and you get to pick. It's like Let's Make A Deal, expect there's no donkey behind door #3, and you don't have to dress like a ninja to get on the show. But, I guess if you want to dress like a ninja, that's ok, no one will really notice.
I also need to write. I need to just flat-out write. Like I am now. No scripts, no set guidelines, just to sit down and tell a story that has some actual meaning to it. Which to me, may be that one great idea I need to move on.
Until I find that, I'll be here, in Buffalo, getting by.