Dec 09, 2005 23:05
AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I WANNA HIT YOU WITH A FUCKING ROCK
I WANT YOUR BLOOD ON ME LIKE IM SWEATING IT
I WANT YOUR TEETH EMBEDDED IN MY SKIN LIKE A TATTOO
I WANT YOUR BONES SMASHED.
no i don't, i want you out of my life though. Look at what im doing to get that. leaving my family, home, that last few things i had that were safe. that last few secure things i ever had. gone. out the door. now who knows how hard my life will be. on my own. with only a car and a job, but ofcourse i cant quit school and work more, so i can survive, and i cant quit jrotc. CUZ UR AN ASSHOLE!!!!
this is going to be so hard. do i finally gain the freedom ive wanted for close to an entire decade, or do i suffer in a new state?
only now, with absolutly no one, no safe houses, no retreats. do i walk away from the war. or do i go to the final battle?
I am scared.