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[drkangelmemnoch]

I say I love you
but I dont think that I do
I go through the motions of our relationship
but I know that I am not in love with you
I might have been
when everything was shiny and new
but of late I am colder and colder
and there isnt anything I can seem to do
I love to hold you at night
and I love the time that we spend
you are to my life a constant light
a friend that will never bend
but the spark is gone
and I dont fully understand
what it is that I am still doing
trying to continue to hold your hand
the darkness has decended
like a cloud it covers my soul
I am empty again and I am cold...so cold
despite the warmth that circles me round
I know the farce that is is this life
like everything is about to shatter into pieces
and glitter and sparkle like glass, laying on the ground
but I know I will be alright
like before this will be my choice
I know that I will never probably see you again
but like everything, your memory will fade like an echoing voice...