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[drkangelmemnoch]

It would be so easy to just give up
to finally call it quits
to stop pretending in hopeful silence
that I will find all my missing pieces and bits
that the world will just overlook me
and for once all my thoughts will be still
that instead of all the fakeness inside
I will at once be true and real
It would be so easy to go and just disappear
to fall off the earth and hide
to sink so far down deep in my myself
that you couldnt even find me if on the inside
to but all my emotions way up on a shelf
and finally just allow society to guide
to lose all sense of reality based self
in the shell of my body I would reside
It would be easier sometimes to just give up and die
to cut all the cords
and leave with out a goodbye
to shed the mortal coil
and see whats on the other side
forget that its a mortal sin
and finally enjoy the silence
as eternity slowly rolls by
But that wont work for me
so though I despise this place I will abide
continuing to pretend I love everything
even though inside I want to hide, give up, and sometimes just die...