Oh my,my poor guiding light

[drkangelmemnoch]

I...
I open my eyes
and see nothing
nothing but the black
the black and the corruption
the corruption of my soul
the corruption I spread to you
the seeming innocent touches
have turned into so much more
the darkness is eating me
and yet I refuse to bleed
my frozen flesh like my cold feelings
will not allow me to be free
and yet I persist
though I should hide
and though I would desist
these emotions I dont feel I cannot abide
and so as I walk alone and I see you shining through
I cannot help but marvel
at how you can be so smart yet blind too
and as we drift
even though it may not seem
I have taken it all back now
and there is no way to be ever redeemed
and as my sight grows dim
and my thoughts turn away from the light
I drift away like the mist
sweeping quietly into the night
know that I didnt mean to hurt you
that I didnt mean to come back that the emotions you feel are so strong and binding
that in me the pull, was all to real
but as I remained the more I seen it was wrong
and despite the talk
I know that it was to soon
so forgive me as I pull away and I slowly disappear
the darkness in me will spread to you
and I cannot let that happen to you dear
so as a final, I will kiss thee goodbye
I will wipe those awful tears
from your clouding and grief stricken eyes
but know that I loved you
as perhaps I still do
but all I can say is that I must go now
and that for you...for you alone...I truely tried.