nothing revisited

[drkangelmemnoch]

Pain and love
betrayal and death
it steals away your heart
and it takes away your breath
theses words are emotions
this is now the only way I feel
It has caused so much commotion
and has brought up things that with I cannot deal
Shaking as the tears refuse to fall
hiding it even from you
hiding with half uttered excuses
hiding it with smiles to all
Shielding I am half a man
torn between indecision
doing only the best that I can
fighting a losing battle
you have tied my hands
broken in word and promise
I am hanging now only by mear strands
And now you worry
because now I am not the same
feeling and touching
but losing contact in all but the name
and feelings that are now slightly more than pained
are never given voice
because from the begining of this
there was nothing to explain.