IF...
If theres even a way to describe how i feel right now,
enraged would probably come the closest.
If you dont already know,
my brother and I were in a HUGE fight.
The reasons why we were fighting isnt relevant,
but i was stupid enough to let my mom and step-asshole turn me against my bro.
ALL without even realizing they were doing it,
because its been SO long since my mom has attempted anything like that.
I had figured she would quit while she was ahead,
and just come to grasps with the fact I value my bros opinion over hers.
So over these past three weeks,
my step-asshole has been kissing my ass.
At first I thought nothing of it,
then i figured that he was just tryin to be nice.
Fast forward to last night,
at my aunt Ola's house.
I had fallen asleep,
and was awoken by people yelling.
So I stumble into the kitchen,
to see my brother and step-asshole (who is completey wasted) getting into it.
And at one point,
my step-asshole says that my brother and I are nothing.
That we have no significant value to anyone.
Meanwhile, my mom is standing next to him,
NOT SAYING A FUCKING WORD!
I think that out of everything,
that hurt the worst.
So my brother, who kept his cool, tells him to butt the fuck out of ours issues.
Whats between him and me,
has NOTHING nor will it EVER have anything to do with step-asshole.
Meanwhile, I have the most disguested look on my face,
directed only at my mother,
who doesnt have the balls to say anything.
She didnt even have to side with my brother and me,
but her silence is still cutting through me.
I was on the verge of flipping out,
but my aunt ushered me outside.
Upon which my brother also went outside,
and we hadnt even spoken a word to each other the whole night.
Then out comes step-asshole,
and I'm left to choose who to stand next to.
So I make the obvious choice,
and side with me brother.
Becaues no MATTER how many fights we get into,
blood is thicker than the vodka step-asshole drinks.
But the whole time,
Kazek (step-asshole) had assumed that I would side with him,
just becaues he made me tea twice,
and didnt argue with me.
Do I seem like someone who can be bought over that easily?
Seriously now,
he actually thought that I would sell out my brother,
because we got into a fight.
What a fucking douche bag.
I love my brother to pieces,
no matter HOW many fights we get into,
he will ALWAYS be there for me.
Anyone know where I can buy a casket,
to bury my emotions for my mother and step-asshole?
enraged would probably come the closest.
If you dont already know,
my brother and I were in a HUGE fight.
The reasons why we were fighting isnt relevant,
but i was stupid enough to let my mom and step-asshole turn me against my bro.
ALL without even realizing they were doing it,
because its been SO long since my mom has attempted anything like that.
I had figured she would quit while she was ahead,
and just come to grasps with the fact I value my bros opinion over hers.
So over these past three weeks,
my step-asshole has been kissing my ass.
At first I thought nothing of it,
then i figured that he was just tryin to be nice.
Fast forward to last night,
at my aunt Ola's house.
I had fallen asleep,
and was awoken by people yelling.
So I stumble into the kitchen,
to see my brother and step-asshole (who is completey wasted) getting into it.
And at one point,
my step-asshole says that my brother and I are nothing.
That we have no significant value to anyone.
Meanwhile, my mom is standing next to him,
NOT SAYING A FUCKING WORD!
I think that out of everything,
that hurt the worst.
So my brother, who kept his cool, tells him to butt the fuck out of ours issues.
Whats between him and me,
has NOTHING nor will it EVER have anything to do with step-asshole.
Meanwhile, I have the most disguested look on my face,
directed only at my mother,
who doesnt have the balls to say anything.
She didnt even have to side with my brother and me,
but her silence is still cutting through me.
I was on the verge of flipping out,
but my aunt ushered me outside.
Upon which my brother also went outside,
and we hadnt even spoken a word to each other the whole night.
Then out comes step-asshole,
and I'm left to choose who to stand next to.
So I make the obvious choice,
and side with me brother.
Becaues no MATTER how many fights we get into,
blood is thicker than the vodka step-asshole drinks.
But the whole time,
Kazek (step-asshole) had assumed that I would side with him,
just becaues he made me tea twice,
and didnt argue with me.
Do I seem like someone who can be bought over that easily?
Seriously now,
he actually thought that I would sell out my brother,
because we got into a fight.
What a fucking douche bag.
I love my brother to pieces,
no matter HOW many fights we get into,
he will ALWAYS be there for me.
Anyone know where I can buy a casket,
to bury my emotions for my mother and step-asshole?