it gotta be love...
stress is not good for my health. stress makes me not eat or end up snacking wayyy too much. my goal for the summer is to go to the gym, workout at least three or more times a week. i'm going to lose the 10 pounds that i've been dying to lose in ages or at least tone the fat i have on this icky body.
i started doing situps/yoga/pushups again to help trigger my brain cells to function again...i dont know if it's actually helping. maybe its because of all of the alcohol i consumed this year or the shit i smoked last term till amsterdam? eh not very likely. right?
i'm in a somewhat of a better mood today. i feel bad at being a real bitch to adam but he's been there all the way. phew. good thing i told him a few months ago that im usually meaner during finals. pms + finals= bitchiness
im not very happy about having finals for 3 weeks and its only five friggn exams. but only four more weeks till the brit school system goes BYE BYE forever and ever.
when i dont work, i daydream. those dreams have been abt the summer and who i'm going to visit/see. the summer is too short. i wish i had more time. i plan going to DC at least once and boston quite a bit to catch up w/ my old favorite pals... definately the hamptons to my dad's and uncle's summer houses. lotsa surfin fun! ofc ill be off to the jersey shores to my favorite cousin 'pineapple's' new summer house w/ RHL's... im def going jet skiing. i havent done that in ages! oh yeah, then off to my babe's home in west hartford for several weekends. weeeee. he'll have a car and it'd make our lives so much easier to see each other. i'm so happy we even go to the same school an he'll be living right downstairs from me. ;-) we're considering getting a futon for his room... bigger than a long twin bed! lol
hmmm. yeah i guess i shouldn't worry too much about the negative things as i mentioned in the previous entry. things will work out and ill make sure it will work out. im not going to let them stop me from doing what i started.
more happy things: my sister will be gone to the usual acting camp for 3 weeks and will be home for the rest of the summer. ill be seeing 13 month old gianna babbling and hopefully she'll start walking this summer. ofc ill be able to talk to my jewish grandma on the phone more again since i havent been able to talk to her at all this year. she doesnt pick up international calls or relay for some reason. poop. i can't wait to hear her voice again! i will see my cousin get married and my grandma's renovated house. some of my abroad friends will be in nyc and ill be 21... legal at last in the US! yeah, i know i have experienced lots of the UK and european bars/clubs etc buttt its going to be weird/exciting to be in the bars at home.
shit i gotta go to my meeting. later gators... keeping up the optimism!
i started doing situps/yoga/pushups again to help trigger my brain cells to function again...i dont know if it's actually helping. maybe its because of all of the alcohol i consumed this year or the shit i smoked last term till amsterdam? eh not very likely. right?
i'm in a somewhat of a better mood today. i feel bad at being a real bitch to adam but he's been there all the way. phew. good thing i told him a few months ago that im usually meaner during finals. pms + finals= bitchiness
im not very happy about having finals for 3 weeks and its only five friggn exams. but only four more weeks till the brit school system goes BYE BYE forever and ever.
when i dont work, i daydream. those dreams have been abt the summer and who i'm going to visit/see. the summer is too short. i wish i had more time. i plan going to DC at least once and boston quite a bit to catch up w/ my old favorite pals... definately the hamptons to my dad's and uncle's summer houses. lotsa surfin fun! ofc ill be off to the jersey shores to my favorite cousin 'pineapple's' new summer house w/ RHL's... im def going jet skiing. i havent done that in ages! oh yeah, then off to my babe's home in west hartford for several weekends. weeeee. he'll have a car and it'd make our lives so much easier to see each other. i'm so happy we even go to the same school an he'll be living right downstairs from me. ;-) we're considering getting a futon for his room... bigger than a long twin bed! lol
hmmm. yeah i guess i shouldn't worry too much about the negative things as i mentioned in the previous entry. things will work out and ill make sure it will work out. im not going to let them stop me from doing what i started.
more happy things: my sister will be gone to the usual acting camp for 3 weeks and will be home for the rest of the summer. ill be seeing 13 month old gianna babbling and hopefully she'll start walking this summer. ofc ill be able to talk to my jewish grandma on the phone more again since i havent been able to talk to her at all this year. she doesnt pick up international calls or relay for some reason. poop. i can't wait to hear her voice again! i will see my cousin get married and my grandma's renovated house. some of my abroad friends will be in nyc and ill be 21... legal at last in the US! yeah, i know i have experienced lots of the UK and european bars/clubs etc buttt its going to be weird/exciting to be in the bars at home.
shit i gotta go to my meeting. later gators... keeping up the optimism!