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ok well I have ants in my room so I put down an ant poison trap and in about an hr they all started running through it like it was food from the heavens. so I started thinking and feeling really bad because they might see us as some Almighty being and here I am poisoning them. I thought of an analogy but I cant post it here because I do not think I should. over all I feel bad about it because come tomorrow they will mostly be dead all because they thought that their creator was giving them food. now maybe an ant does not think like this but who am I to say how they think. I do not care what science says, until we talk to ants we will never know how they feel about such things. then I started thinking about meet and survival and stuff but then it is like I eat that stuff that is killed I am not going to eat the ants I kill so it is diff. in a way I am mercifully killing manny ants. is this right? but then if I do not they crawl all over me when I sleep and eat them any way (bad picture sorry haha). so confusing. now I mean in no way to compare my self to the creator but it is the best way I can describe what they might be thinking and the size comparison to them.