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hey, im no longer allowed on computer baecause my mom thinks im the one who gave her laptop a virus. im only allowed to go on my email and charge my ipod. im not supposed to be doing this right now but its not really wrong unless you get caught. anyway im only going to be able to comment and update on weekends and whenever i think i can get away with it.
regarding my last entry......first of all i was just kidding about going goth. i'd never do that and i'd be horrible if i did. thanx much to chris (you're awesome man) and sarah (thanks for caring! love much.) and another not incredibly happy thing.....
i've thought about it and even though she probably didn't mean to hurt me she used me as rebound boy and led me on.....twice. those things i can't forgive right now, especially since she thinks shes innocent. i made mistakes too but if i had been told her real feelings (she lied to me about those too) i would have acted differently. i'm only sorry about one certain thing at the dance. sorry but if you had told me in the beggining that wouldn't have happened.
at the moment i'm just going to stay as far away as i can. as ian says 'i can't avoid her forever' but i can sure as hell pull it off for a long time. not the best way or the easiest way at dealing with it but one of the most complete......without mob connections of course.
so peace out, rock on, and leave a shitload of comments!
regarding my last entry......first of all i was just kidding about going goth. i'd never do that and i'd be horrible if i did. thanx much to chris (you're awesome man) and sarah (thanks for caring! love much.) and another not incredibly happy thing.....
i've thought about it and even though she probably didn't mean to hurt me she used me as rebound boy and led me on.....twice. those things i can't forgive right now, especially since she thinks shes innocent. i made mistakes too but if i had been told her real feelings (she lied to me about those too) i would have acted differently. i'm only sorry about one certain thing at the dance. sorry but if you had told me in the beggining that wouldn't have happened.
at the moment i'm just going to stay as far away as i can. as ian says 'i can't avoid her forever' but i can sure as hell pull it off for a long time. not the best way or the easiest way at dealing with it but one of the most complete......without mob connections of course.
so peace out, rock on, and leave a shitload of comments!