lets just put life on hold
The world is Technicolor, not black and white. Keep extreme positions in check and regain perspective. Contrary to what you think, nothing is really out of whack. Recognizing your preoccupations will allow you to let go of them and chill out.
yep, its right again. im just now wrongly suppressing everything and ignoring it. im reorienting myself. they'll be time to ponder it later. until then i'll put my thoughts and feelings about it on permanent hold. i don't feel like knowing how i feel. i may seem alright on the outside but im pretty sure what ever im suppressing is not fine. until whenever i'll just read, listen to music, and generally ignore life.
if you want details just im me. i can tell a story without listening to it. oh and in no way do i blame her for this. maybe later when i've given it any thought but right now i'm just still my unhateful self.
yep, its right again. im just now wrongly suppressing everything and ignoring it. im reorienting myself. they'll be time to ponder it later. until then i'll put my thoughts and feelings about it on permanent hold. i don't feel like knowing how i feel. i may seem alright on the outside but im pretty sure what ever im suppressing is not fine. until whenever i'll just read, listen to music, and generally ignore life.
if you want details just im me. i can tell a story without listening to it. oh and in no way do i blame her for this. maybe later when i've given it any thought but right now i'm just still my unhateful self.