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+ Im all alone. Sarah went back to Alton for a week and there is nothing for me to do. I basically work like ten million hours a week to fill up my time. I don't really do anything at work either. Thats the beauty of being a store manager, no one can tell you what to do cause you are the highest rank there. Lately I have been missing my family. I miss my grandma. She is 90 years old. Man thats crazy old. She is also in the hospital right now.
+ Im moving to a new apartment. Me and sarah make enough money to get our own place now. I want a little house in a good neighborhood, but houses are nutty expensive to rent. I figure we can afford about 1500 bucks a month but I would prefer to find something a little cheaper. I was thinking that in Alton for 1661 a month(what we are paying now), I could live in a fucking mansion. Not only that I could drive a Benz too.
+ I hate thinking about going back to school. Im going to get some sort of business degree because I eventually want to buy a Cold Stone out here in Cali. The owner of the store I run is always saying he wants to sell my store(he owns six Cold Stones), because it gets so slow in the winter months. If he says it again Im going to snap on it and try to buy it. I have come to the conclusion I don't want to have a boss. I want to be my own boss.
+ Heres my plan. Just as long as Im out of college and have my life in order by age 30 I will be fine with it. Im really in no hurry to graduate school and get a job and blend in to the working class. I want to chill and have fun for as long as I can. I see other people I know, fat ones, who have graduated school and they are just pretending they are working for themselves(freelance), but that is bullshit. I know so many freelance artists in Cali, and they hate it because the work is few and far between and the pay is terrible. Long story short. Im going to stay young as long as I can.
+ I have a new thing I do. I save up a lot of money till I have like 1500 bucks or so and then I just blow the fuck out of it in like a week. I buy so much shit so fast. Ive been doing this for about three months now. Also I don't feel safe anymore unless I have about 400 bucks put back in my safe. Weird.
+ My DVD collection is gettin outta control. Im a junkie nowadays. I buy every DVD i see. I know its not much but I have over a hundred now. Im starting to buy older movies from the eighties now.
+ Ive also lost a crazy amount of weight. Ive lost a whopping 70 pounds in like 5 months which is astronomical to me.
+ Also I think there might be something medically wrong with me. I have noticed it for over a year but have been putting off getting it checked out(denial). I hope its nothing but it would be my luck(cancer).
People say Im too young for cancer, but something inside tells me that my symptoms are getting worse and worse over time and are not going away. Maybe it could be something else wrong with me though. Prayer.
+ I like the new Green Day album.
+ Missed the My Chemical ROmance show tonight because I was too tired to go. And no one was around to go with me. Boo
+ I wish I could escape...
+ Im moving to a new apartment. Me and sarah make enough money to get our own place now. I want a little house in a good neighborhood, but houses are nutty expensive to rent. I figure we can afford about 1500 bucks a month but I would prefer to find something a little cheaper. I was thinking that in Alton for 1661 a month(what we are paying now), I could live in a fucking mansion. Not only that I could drive a Benz too.
+ I hate thinking about going back to school. Im going to get some sort of business degree because I eventually want to buy a Cold Stone out here in Cali. The owner of the store I run is always saying he wants to sell my store(he owns six Cold Stones), because it gets so slow in the winter months. If he says it again Im going to snap on it and try to buy it. I have come to the conclusion I don't want to have a boss. I want to be my own boss.
+ Heres my plan. Just as long as Im out of college and have my life in order by age 30 I will be fine with it. Im really in no hurry to graduate school and get a job and blend in to the working class. I want to chill and have fun for as long as I can. I see other people I know, fat ones, who have graduated school and they are just pretending they are working for themselves(freelance), but that is bullshit. I know so many freelance artists in Cali, and they hate it because the work is few and far between and the pay is terrible. Long story short. Im going to stay young as long as I can.
+ I have a new thing I do. I save up a lot of money till I have like 1500 bucks or so and then I just blow the fuck out of it in like a week. I buy so much shit so fast. Ive been doing this for about three months now. Also I don't feel safe anymore unless I have about 400 bucks put back in my safe. Weird.
+ My DVD collection is gettin outta control. Im a junkie nowadays. I buy every DVD i see. I know its not much but I have over a hundred now. Im starting to buy older movies from the eighties now.
+ Ive also lost a crazy amount of weight. Ive lost a whopping 70 pounds in like 5 months which is astronomical to me.
+ Also I think there might be something medically wrong with me. I have noticed it for over a year but have been putting off getting it checked out(denial). I hope its nothing but it would be my luck(cancer).
People say Im too young for cancer, but something inside tells me that my symptoms are getting worse and worse over time and are not going away. Maybe it could be something else wrong with me though. Prayer.
+ I like the new Green Day album.
+ Missed the My Chemical ROmance show tonight because I was too tired to go. And no one was around to go with me. Boo
+ I wish I could escape...