May 15, 2004 14:27
aye caramba!
this week has been dragging. im so glad it's finally saturday and i can kinda sorta sleep in tomorrow morning. that is, until josh wakes me up in time for him to go to work.
the apartment deal is still going on.
we paid the security deposit and submitted our applications. now it's just a matter of time until we find out if we get the place or not. i'm sure we will get the place, tho.
just a few difficulties/stresses have been happening. for one, it has been so aggravating getting this apartment on my own. josh is unable to help me with all of the paper work and he's unable to come down to tampa and sit and speak with the leasing manager so all of this bologna is put on my shoulders. we're trying to find a way for him to sign the actual lease, so most likely i'll take it with me and have him sign it infront of a noteary , or fedex the shit over night or something. his work schedule just doesnt work with the office hours at the place.
no good. no good. also, there was confusion with his employment and his boss told the leasing agent that he did not work at his job anymore, so that made us look bad...when, long story short, his manager had him confused with another joshua at work.
::exhale::
things have just been stressful lately. im [we're] pressed for time and well, time is indeed a motherfucker.
i just cant wait until everything is settled and we can finally move on, and away from the bullshit which is life at this moment.
im putting in alot of hours this upcoming work week, so things will be JKLJSDLKJS for me. i must pat myself on the back, tho. i've been handling stress very well...taking it easy...
im going to lakeland tonight to spend the night with my baby. the both of us have both been so stressed out lately that we have been bickering at eachother pretty bad. nothing serious, nothing to be concerned about...
we're just both trying to better ourselves and our own lives for eachother.
ah, the love <3
in a few hours i'll be there and all will be well. im so excited to see him..
it's ridiculous.
i just cant wait for the days when i come home from work and..there he is. or if he comes home after me... cooking him dinner and greeting him upon his entrance.
eegah! i just cant wait.
silliness, i know.
it seems as though everyones lives are getting better and better each day. really, i personally don't know of anyone miserable right now. well, with the exception of my father.
things are just good right now.
and, i know they will only get better...